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Bought the famouse amos cookies last night when I went for the TrEES dinner :) Worth my moneyyyyy anytime ! All time favourite ? Chocolate chips :) Without any nuts in it. HAHAHAHA. I dislike eating nuts :/ They get stuck in my teeth all the time.

30th December 2011. Tomorrow is New Year's Eve. 2011 sure passed by fast didn't it ? I can barely remember what I did the whole year. 2011 wasn't one of my favourite years though. It just seemd like I wasted my time this year :( What on earth did I do ?

Definately planning ahead for 2012. I need to change. Serious change , personality wise. I read somewhere before that your personality when you're 17-18 onwards is very hard to change. So I'd better change starting next year ! And I'll be 17 next year D; orz..

Starting to look back on 2011 today :) Sigh. I wished I did more.
What about you ?

And I usually list down my goals for the following year, but this time..... I'd rather keep it to myself :) Seems more accomplishable that way. HAHAHA.

P/S : Do you have me2day ? If you do, add me ! I feel so lonely there :(

 HI THERE :D Remember the post when I told you my school's team won the TrEES competition ? Well....... it's about time we celebrate right ? Celebrated with teachers and just about... 10-11 of us ? Was sposed to have 20 students there but.............. No comments :X Ate at Subang Parade's Carls Jr !

I honestly chose / suggested to eat there because :
1. Teacher was paying.
2. I never ate there before.
3. It's expensive.
4. I want to try, and I can now, for free !
I suddenly feel so bad :( hurhurhur.

 Can you see the pattern on my shirt ? HEHEHEHE. I really like it :) So hard to find nice ones nowadays. But because it's kinda...... I don't know. The people in Subang Parade kept staring at me -___________-


Anyways, I had thee Western Cheese Bacon thingy ? Can't remember the name. It was honestly very nice :) Shall go Carls Jr again when I find someone to belanja me 8D EHHEHEHEHEH. First time so full after eating a burger !

Hi Vonn ! Hi Sam ! :D There's more pics of them but blogger kept uploading them upside-down, I posted the rest on Facebook. LOL.


The pose with your burger picture ! Sam and Vonn had one too ! I posted that on facebook too cuz it got upside down :( Stupid blogger !


Home sweet home :) The dinner was awkward. It was like...... teacher came just to pay. LOL. While the rest chatted among themselves. I was quiet........ Coughing like mad. And teacher was next to me. HAHAHA. Still coughing. Maybe it was a bad idea to drink coke. OH WELL.

HEHEHE.

oh, and do you have me2day ? :( I feel so lonely there.

After reading these tweets, I realized I never blogged about it -___________- *stabs self* And I kept re-viewing the pictures at that time ! HAHAHAHAHHAHA. I stole the blog post title from her fb album. mind block. I so phail TWT

Here's her fb page -> K-mero Cosplayer ! It's not managed by her though :) Support my mama mero !! :D






HEHEHEHHEHEHEHEH. Now to really run away. Before I spam my own blog :/

LED Apple was one of the 8 Super Rookie nominees ! I managed to watch the live broadcast thanks to http://en.korea.com/ !! Gomawo !! They were the opening performance ! KYAAAAAAA~~ <3 So happy to see them !! :D I wished the broadcast wasn't so laggy :(

YoungJun's hair looks awesome today. And I especially loved his guitar solo when they performed Maroon 5's "Moves Like Jagger". AWESOME. And he did it with his electric guitar ! Haven't seen it seen he started using the kitara for their latest single. I just wish they'd just come over to Malaysia :)

Oh, and http://en.korea.com/ also had an event ! AND TA-DAAAA ~~ !!!

MY USERNAME IS THERE :D HEHEHHEHEHH I'M SO HAPPY !!! I was gonna cry too :') I didn't win any of allkpop's events for LED Apple, but thanks to http://en.korea.com/ , I CAN NOW HAVE THEIR SIGNED CD :D EHEHHEHEHEHEHHHEHEHEH.

Shall go refresh my email nonstop now.
P/S : This is one of the best christmas presents.
PP/S : This is an awesome way to end 2011.
PPP/S : I've never been this lucky before :)

Credits to http://en.korea.com/ and @LEDAppleWorld !

As usual, my timing is bad with pictures. But these are the only two I took when my sister got her PMR results. Straight A's. :)) We Gunter(s) are smart 8D HEHEHEHEHEHEHE

Attended the Leo Club of SMK Seafield's Christmas Charity Concert "A White X'mas". I don't really think it's worth my RM25 , but because of that event I finally wore my dress which I didn't wear for 2 years. You can it's my first time wearing that dress HAHAHAHA cuz it is O_________________O I wished I was a more ......... loud person. The only thing I do is sit and stare and clap and etc.

I forgot what I wanted to say. This is why I always regret blogging so late after an event. Sigh.

Allkpop announced the winners for this -> http://www.allkpop.com/2011/12/giveaway-a-ledapple-a-day-six-signed-cds-polaroids And I didn't see my username :( Sigh. Come to the think of it, I don't recall winning anything before. Except for the qm lucky draw. That was like.......... half the people got it ? Where's all my luck TWT Now crossing fingers to win the other giveaway. Their two signed albums and an autographed towel :D But I still want YoungJun's polaroid :(



To think I went through the trouble of making a me2day account and an allkpop account. gahhh. I still want that polaroid picture :( And it makes me feel like getting a polaroid camera !!! Seems that Koreans use it alot O.O I'm catching on to the infection D:

KPOP is going global allright 8D hehehehhe.

I bought some maraconi the other day. Wanted to make cheese macaroni !!! But after reading the instructions, I realized I didn't have milk and butter -__________-

Bought it last nght though, shall make it by this week ! :D HEHEHEHEHEHHE. I love cheese macaroni <3 Especially the one at Kenny Rogers. I always have it <3

I love cheese <3
I love macaroni <3
I love cheese macaroni <3<3<3









Just look at all the cheesyness ! <3

Having alot of thoughts in my head now. This picture doesn't even relate to this post anymore. It was supposed to be a happy post with me spamming JPOP and KPOP and ANIME and CF. But now....... All I'm thinking is how to change my style next year.

I'm tired of being lonely.
I'm tired of being an outcast.
I'm tired of being ignored.
I'm tired of not being noticed.
I'm tired of being left out.
I'm tired of being the last to know.
I'm tired of you people shunning me.
I'm tired of all your pathetic lies.
I'm tired of your backstabbing.
I'm tired of you "forgetting" me.
I'm tired of someone else taking my place.
I'm tired of being treated as a spare tire.
I'm tired of taking all this pain.
I'm tired of listing down whatever I feel now.

I just want to be ME. But I can't seem to do that. Everytime I become "ME" , you people just keep quiet and ignore me. As if I said something that shouldn't be said. That's not my fault isn't it ? It's my way of speech. I probably insult people with every sentence. You don't like it ? Put up with it ! Isn't that why we're friends ? I'm tolerating your language as well ! You think the way you speak is cool ? My foot ! Am I your best friend ? Am I even a FRIEND ? Do you treat me well and talk to me for that certain period of time just because you want something from me ?

I don't need friends like that. I've had enough of that this year. But then again, I don't have someone special to me that I can actually call "my one and only best friend". I have a few super close friends, but I don't think anyone can really understand me. I'm a quiet person, so I really like those people who talk alot. But the ones I really like are the ones who can actually talk to me. I respond to people you know ! I love those who can carry a conversation. Even if it's meaningless. I talk alot if I like the topic. But have you ever given me a chance ?

I shall stop here for now before I go super emo.

 Hi guys ! :) I'd like to thank you for frequently visiting my blog nowadays :) It's been awhile since I had over 70 views in a day (cr:Nuffnang). Let's keep this up! 8D And oh, ignore my leg in the picture above. The YouCam caught it :O Using the laptop while lying down on the bed........... my lazy holiday life. Sad :(

 Today, I found back an old book. As shown in the picture. It was a gift from my dad =) Reading through it now. Lots of quotes you know ! And advice. I'll share some later. And some on twitter. Follow me ! @nuttyvivi

#1 : LOVE IS...... Accepting yourself for who you are and who you are not :)

Accept your strengths and weaknesses.
Accept your good and bad habits.
Accept yourself, warts and all.
Acknowledgement and acceptance is the first step towards changing negative behaviours.
In this whole entire universe,
we can find only one unique YOU.

Being happy doesn't mean that everything is perfect. It means that you've decided to look beyond imperfections.

:))

Sorry for posting twice in one day about the same thing, LED Apple :) HEHEHEHE. But seriously, I love the way HanByul's voice matches with YoungJun<3's guitar ;) Makes me feel like taking my guitar out again. But I feel like selling my guitar at the same time too :/ Self conflicts.

P/S : I dislike the girl who sang along in the video -__________- leave HanByul and YoungJun<3 laaaaaaaa. They sound so good and then .......................................................................................

LED Apple :) I'd place them right after TEEN TOP. I found them through Teen Top actually, thanks to Youtube. Their debut song, "DASH", was one of the videos at the sidebar. Clicked on it, and I fell for I-OH and his weird dancing HAHAHAHA. But after I googled I found out that I-OH left the band due to tubercolosis :( Saddens me.

But now, after hearing their latest song, Boy Meets Girl / Ran Into You By Chance , they caught my attention again :) I now like YoungJun ! Guitarist 8D He plays a kitara ! And he has three guitars :O ( or so shows the latest pic he uploaded to his fb page and twitter ) , ohemgee <3 And I get attracted to blondies, so yes. KwangYun has my attention too 8D I'd say KyuMin is next. HAHAHA. But I still ike YoungJun most :))

Have you noticed that he does the Peace sign alot in Selcas ? HAHAHAHA. DAMN CUTE OK ! And by the way, I actually googled to find out the meaning of Selca. HAHAHA. I had no idea what it was. But after googling I found out that it was a Korean word made from marrying two English words, Self and Capture. So you get "Selca". Meaning, CAMWHORE. YEAH MAN. HAHAHAHA. Mai L.Joe is the best <3

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And so, just like Ricky's previous post titled "#308 - Beanie ! :D", this is a source of inspiration to camwhore 8D With the peace sign of course. Only that, I'm obviously not as cute as L.Joe. Forgive me TWT But this is one of the things that keep me not so bored during the holidays. I want to see them soon in Malaysia again :(

I WARN YOU. IT'S NOT TOO LATE TO NOT SCROLL DOWN :O

K.

IT STARTS AFTER THIS.

I THINK.

SIGH.

I FEEL SO ..........

O______________O

HAHAHAHAHHAAHHA

KK. ALL MY SS PICS.

NOT ALL LAH.

BUT STILL.

I FEEL WEIRD.

I USUALLY DONT SPAM SS PICS.

BUT I'M TOO BORED.

FORGIVE ME.

:)



 KIDDING. Maybe in the next post :P Or upcoming camwhore sessions. TEEHEE. I have to somehow reduce my eyesbags. Can anyone buy me cucumber ? :/

Honestly, I still like Teen Top more, but I do like Boyfriend's songs. The one that caught my attention first was "Boyfriend". Then, it was the teaser for "I'll Be There". I think I'll go listen to "Don't Touch My Girl" later. It seems that it's going to rain again today. I hate it when it rains :(

1. Cuddles can't go for her walk.
2. She'll pee in the house.
3. I have to mop the pee.
4. I don't get to walk either.
5. I'll get fat and start eating junkfood.

Sigh. And oh ! I watched the Mnet Scandal of CAP and L.Joe today :') I WANT L.JOE AS MAI BOYFRIEND <3<3<3 I should go learn Korean :/ even if L.Joe does know English..... but still......... *daydreams*

Hi ! :D This is more of a picture post. Compared to the previous post, the pictures here have totally NO EDITS :D Why , you ask ? It's because I love the natural sunlight :) I feel like there's no need for editing when pictures are taken under the natural sunlight. I just like the ones that are taken that way, even if I don't like my face in the picture ! HAHAHA.

Sungei Way isn't an ideal place to walk a dog. But so many of the Chinese houses here have dogs. They're mostly strays, a few retrievers, and a husky ! And a Doberman ! I remember seeing two other small dogs, but I can't recall their spesies HAHAHA I FAIL.