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* Yiyi asked me to update this tag / section :D So update I will ! If there's anything you want more do let me know ~ It gives me ideas to blog instead of my usual camwhore pics / kpop fangirling / really random stuffs.

Went on YT to look for cosplay videos, since I'm quite lazy to look around. I have to admit, some , yes , SOME of the pictures are super awesome. And yeah, everytime I view cosplay pictures or see fb page invites to cosplay events... I get a lil emo cause my mum won't let me do it anyways TT I shall just watch, stare and support ! HEHEHE. Or maybe I should just get myself a great camera and start photog-ing. Oh damn I think too much.

Can anyone name me the song in the video ? Again. I am lazy to find out for myself TT I should invest some time in NANA. Okayyy. I need to go back to studying TT not so satisfied with add maths exam results TT

I just finished watching it today ! And now I'm blogging about it ! HAHAHAHA. Truth to be told, I watched it only because I saw a really nice picture of Kureha, and I thought of cosplaying her :O But I decided not too because I didn't like her character :/ And it's an anime based on a game, which would explain all the bizarre-ness in all 13 episodes. But it's still enjoyable :) Considering I have nothing to do at all. So it's mainly about 4 high schoolers getting transported to End Earth, getting caught up in the war, ending the war, going back home. LOL.


I am lazy to figure out the difference betweetn Shining Tears X and Shining Tears X Wind. My guess is that Shining Tears X Wind is the sequel to Shining Tears X. HAHAHA. I'm lazy to find out. I'm more keen on uploading pictures for this blogpost first :/ Sorry !


The three soul bladers :) Saionji / Trihart , Souma and Kiriya. Soul Bladers have the ability to draw swords from the hearts of people :D And the Holy Grail is the most powerful ! I forgot what they actually said about it. Apparently there's only one for each person, and it's the crystallation of pure hearts. If I remember correctly about what they said TWT It's also the key for them to go back to Elde / Earth.

This is Kureha :) She's really pretty ! :D This isn't the picture I'm talking about though. HAHAHA.

This is Zechti :) She was made , yes , MADE , from the Elven Queen , Celestia's genes. And that cute thing on her head is the ............ *I forgot* Spirit of the Wind. HAHAHA. That cute fella is adorable :P


This is the Elven Queen , Celestia :) She was already dead from the beginning of the anime ! :( Her spirit lives on though. Her brother , Killrain , was so depressed , until he got taken over by evil after a series of events ,and well.. it's so complicated to shorten the whole story. But in the end Celestia is reunited with Killrain and the watch over the Sacred Treasure :)

Hello Zero <3 His actualy name is Xion. But after he got possesed by Zeroboros, he died / became another person / is still Xion but !@#$%^&*()@#$%^&*I( I CAN'T EXPLAIN THIS ZOMG. Just watch the anime to find out yourself please TWT Zero's so hot !!! But his character is like.... :(

Karis / Caris. However you spell it :S HAHAHA. HE'S SO CUTE ! They should give him more show time D: I want to see more of that cuteness ! Plus, he becomes a king at the end of the anime :) I want to be your queen ! D: *daydreams*

The foursome :) Kiriya , Shiina , Kureha and Souma :D GAHHH I would put up more pictures but I'm lazy to find more :( I didn't post a picture of so many characters ! But what to do ? You can't imagine the amount of characters in the 13 episode anime TWT Sigh, this is what you get from a game based anime. HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAA. I shall leave it here.

Off to watch Saiunkoku Monogatari now <3 I've been wanting to watch it since ages ! Until next time (probably tomorrow) please give my blog more love <3

Yiyi was stalking my blog :O And then reminded me that I've not been updating the cosplay tag for a very very very very very very almost ancient long time. So I shall update today 8D HEHEHEH.


Recently , I started watching Zero no Tsukaima. Yeah, I feel like the last one to watch it HAHA. Currently at season 2 8D Thanks to me running off to blog and facebook and twitter, I don't think I'll be finishing the show anytime soon. But there's two characters I got attached to in the anime.


The first one is Anies.

I think it was her character that got me liking her :D HEHEHEH.

 And thanks to that, I now have another character that I wanna cosplay TWT

hurhurr.... I wonder when I'll be able to get the money to cosplay :(

Shall dig out things to sell D:

Tried googgling for cosplay pictures of Anies, but there seems to be none yet.

I wanna be the first ! If I ever can :((






















And then there's Julio :) He's so hot ! :D Or do I just keep falling for anime guys like him TWT I still don't get why his eyes are two different colours. Maybe somewhere ahead in the anime episodes that I've yet to watch will explain this TWT I shall crossplay him...... someday. oTL. I'm such a failure ! They should give Julio more showtime :( I want to see more of him !

I jsut finished rewatching Trinity Blood again :D Felt so nice seeing the show properly. I first saw the anime on ntv7, but it was the midnight slot on a schooling day. So I tend to oversleep / dont wake up in time / miss a few episodes here and there but now, I FEEL SO HAPPY WATCHING THE SHOW FROM THE START TO THE END.

Then I read the manga too ! Honestly, the manga was way better ! But the anime had some parts which the manga didn't have. Thank goodness I was reading the manga and watching the anime at the same time. Pains me that I can't find any other chapters after "From Hell" ( Volume 14 ). Sigh. Shall have to wait for the other chapters to come out... if they ever do :(

Uraboku is actually short for "uragiri wa boku no namae wo shitteru". In English, it means "betrayal knows my name". It's an anime I watched during the Deepavali holidays :D For 24 episodes, it was kinda okay for me, since I hardly watch animes with shounen ai genre. 

Samsung Galaxy Mini :) My new phone. It also happens to be my sister's phone. Only difference is that I bought mine at RM499 while she bought hers at RM549. WIN. HAHA. But I don't like having the same phone as another person :( Especially when one of them is my sis, and another one is a friend I see often. Sigh. But I have phone issues. Either that or the phone will bound to have issues with me.

Picture grabbed from google. More or less I guess it does look  like it :/ HAHA. Okay. Moving on.


I FOUND ANOTHER ANIME TO WATCH <3 Was browsing through a list of anime :D And then I came across this one,

Have you ever watched Gensomaden Saiyuki ? I think its called "Saiyuki" or "Saiyuki Reload" now. But if you did watch it, I'm sure you know who's Sanzo right ? :)) He quoted two very similar things in the anime.

• I don't believe in anyone nor do i believe in God. I just believe in myself.
• I dont need to believe in God to believe in myself.

Whatever your thoughts may be, if you don't say them, none of it will be acknowledged by others.
Tomoyo Daidouji (Cardcaptor Sakura)

That quote is so true, and I'm not only saying this for myself, but to everyone. Who on earth would understand something just by looking at you ? You put on a smile when you're not happy. You laugh eventhough it's not funny. You  say things you don't want to say. But when is all of this going to stop ? It WON'T. Unless YOU start pouring your mind out. Let the truth out. No point hiding behind your fake personality. It's just not you. Or are you happy just being like that ? I know I'm not.

I tend to do things I don't want to do. But I don't want to dissappoint someone.
I keep my thoughts to myself eventhough I feel like telling someone about it, because I know it'll hurt someone.
I smile for the sake of smiling. Otherwise everyone will ask me "why are you so emo today?"
I laugh at something just because everyone is laughing. So I won't feel left out.
I do something that isn't "me", just so I could blend in with the crowd.
I pretend to be strong eventhough I'm not, so everyone won't see my tears.
I want to give up but my pride and ego won't let me do so.
I am scared and insecure. And there's no reason to explain that.

Does any of you feel that way as well ? If so, then you and I are on the same boat for now. I'l break free from this. I'll let everyone know how i feel now :)) I don't want to suffer because I didnt voice my own opinions. And I know I'm capable of doing this, because I'm a fighter, not a loser.


sincerely from, 
vivi ♥

I ♥ watching anime !! HAHA. And recently I'm addicted to seeing the chibi version of the anime. Just too cute to avoid !!