nat-xo.blogspot.com 🖤: September 2010

#164 - No More White Lies.

Thoughts 8:50 PM

PMR is in a few days , but all i'm thinking about right now is my future pet dog / puppy. aahhehehehehehe :D what name shall i give it ? lol. i'm wasting time on things that shouldn't be of my concern for now but i cant help it :D its too mind distracting ! besides , having a new family member is more interesting that PMR :DD

xo.

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#163 - Its Just A Temporary TTFN.

Thoughts 4:51 PM

Everyone seems to be saying goodbye to the holidays , but i'm gonna say goodbye to my computer. wtheck. solitary life after today hahaha. i just realized my homework isn't done , yet i'm still playing my pokemon game :D teehee. watched the 8th movie last night , so touching i nearly cried lots of times. but with natalie next to me , IMPOSSBILE :DD hahaha. so much for ego. oh well , goodbye blog , goodbye facebook , and goodbye pokemon :( this is the first time im so serious about an exam. seriously , i didnt bother studying like mad for upsr . haha , upsr was a last minute study and tons of trial papers haunting my memory. pmr , on the other hand , isnt convincing :S one trial exam then holidays and BOOM its exam again. wth ? i'll just be a bookworm again for now. ttfn (: and best of luck to everyone taking pmr this year ♥ adios , xo.

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#162 - 생일 축하 (:

Thoughts 2:14 PM

yvonne ng seow shen ♥ , happy birthday babe !

there's alot of things i wanna say to you , lots of apologies and thanks too. but we've been friends since 2008 until now , and i really appreciated everything we've been through , everything you've done for me , the shoulder to cry on , a friend who lends a helping hand , the one i can always count on ,.. even when i'm such an asshole at times thanks for still being an awesome friend. i know i'm not always there for you but hey ! if you need me i'll try to be there for you :D you know something ? when i was combining the above pictures i just realize that i havent been such a good friend lately...i've been spacing off , always day dreaming and almost becoming a person who cant talk properly to a friend..... although i know its my mistake too :D but all the best in PMR ! i know you'll do great x) god bless you , and may you stay happy for the rest of the year.

ammelia lim ♥ :D teehee.

hahaha , i combined the picture like that on purpose :D happy 15th birthday ! its been a very very long time since i last talked to you , and seeing you today was a little bit weird for me. and i just realized that our friendship has gone downhill alot (: but we're still friends aite ? hahaha. all the best in pmr , i'm sure you can do it well , after all , that's one blardy reason why we studied since form 1 right ? :D god bless you , and stay the happy hyper person that you always are :D happy birthday again , (: i bet you're still full from lunch ? hahaha !

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xo.

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#161 - Replay Machine.

Thoughts 9:21 PM

few months back. lol. just had the urge to update my blog =D

xo.

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#160 - I'm Right Behind You.

Thoughts 9:22 PM

the hard times are over , and now to embrace another set of obstacles facing all the 15 year olds this year , the one and only dreaded exam of the year.... PMR. good luck to everyone else ♥

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holidays are already coming to an end , but i bet nearly everyone has gotten abit on their lazy side to study. well , maybe you do study... but just a short moment and then you're off doing something else right ? :D but next week when sch reopens all the way until 5th October , please don't expect me to be online , to blog , to be at facebook , msn or even touch my phone. I've decided that im gonna study as hardcore as i can till PMR starts. so for last few days of holidays , there's only one thing that i really wanna do before school starts.

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did you guess what i wanna do ? :D haha. its to play this song ♥ i already have the sheets and you bet im gonna play it all night long. well , as soon as im done with blogger. xo.

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#159 - Falling Down , Hard.

Thoughts 9:04 PM

I feel like its already the end of the world. Like there's no meaning to continue living. Yeah , why are we even alive ? Dad told me we were here to send someone a message. But i still don't understand it. And my guess is , I never will understand it. My life is turning haywire now. I wish i could rewind time , that's what everyone wants to do.

He was out of the big picture at one point of my life , and I could still carry on living because of her. Yes , HER. the pillar of strength of my life. It was always her. And today , her words , her harsh words didnt pierce my heart like it always does. Last time , whatever she said , got to my heart. It got to my head. Now , however , i don't feel a thing , and because of that , I'm Afraid.

In my previous post i said i wanted to renovate my blog. Now , how i wish i can renovate my life. Right from the beginning. I don't know how I can share my feelings with now. Blogging is the only way. I've even written it out on paper in my room. Tears fell. Emotions are roaring. Tell me what else I can do. I just cant shake this feeling off. Desperately needs someone right now. Serious scared.

xo.

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#158 - Change.

Thoughts 8:17 PM

teehee. im gonna renovate my blog :D is there even such a thing as renovating blogs ?

oh well. but yeah , imma gonna do something to my blog sooner or later this week.

so if you happen to come across my blog being privated , please know its temporary :D

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#157 - Hungry For The Good Life.

Thoughts 8:18 PM

this pic was taken back in 2009. my sis and i punye haha x)

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read the title. haha truth is , its a pokemon episode title :D gosh , pokemon fever made me sick.
its just 3 days into the holidays and i'm sick already D: currently waiting for my medicine lol.
i wonder why i get sick once every few montsh :S this has been going on for a few years already.
cant take it anymore . it just seems to get worse every single time. and today i was home alone :D

enough of being sick. i desperately wanna go out already !!! i didnt even go out that much this year..
unless you count staying back at sch , bsb training , sch trip and etc , that's a different thing :D
if anyone is going out call me kay ! hahaha i've been stuck at home too long !!!
although i know im gonna go out like mad after PMR :D since i've got ppl to belanja me :D

hahahahaha. im bored now. and very very sick. did i mention there's a whole plastic bag....
of used tissue ? :D yeah. that's what you'll get from a very sick me. but i can still blog x)
i guess i'll never get my hands of the computer :D old habits die hard. xo.

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#156 - This Song Isnt Over.

Thoughts 11:06 AM

i've lost my inspiration - for what you ask ? NOT TELLING :D

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happy holidays :D 2 weeks is more than enough to drive me MAD. really really mad . hahaha.
oh well. my holidays are planned.... TO STAY AT HOME. :S
so i've decided to watch pokemon again :D well actually , continue watching from where i left off.
somewhere in the battle dimension season :D awesome-nyer. i never get bored of it.
well , that's pokemon fever for the first week of holidays ONLY :DDD haha.

2nd week is all set for brain crashing due to PMR , which is like.. 2 weeks after holidays ? :O
seriously have to get back on track , thank goodness trial marks are satisfying (:
but obviously , gotta work harder. i dont know why but all the pressure has been getting to my head.
oh well , dont forget to belanja me if i get straight A's in PMR okays :D
and the four humans who promised to belanja me , DONT FORGET !! i'll remind you ! :D

that's all i have to crap now. xo.

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