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#487 - Different

Thoughts 7:29 PM

Being different can be really awesome but not so awesome at the same time. Do you know what I mean ? Sometimes I try to NOT be different because back then, being different somehow excludes me from the world. I didn't like it, because I couldn't come to terms with alot of people on many differnt issues, and I couldn't find common ground with anyone. Therefore, I always had to remain quiet in discussions and such because my input would just bring silence to the group.

But now, I don't really mind. I feel like I've finally lifted a heavy boulder off my back ! I still get weird stares now and then but heck, I don't care anymore. It feels free to do what I want. Can't help it if I like being this way. Kekeke.

So hard just to get a flat tummy T______T But I want to get tummy abs too ! Sigh. Still a long way to go. Sometimes I just wish I was born with my sister's genes. Then I'll be taller and slimmer and fairer all at one shot. Pffffttt. Kidding ! I like the way I am now. Ahahahahahaha.

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#486 - Studs

Thoughts 9:00 PM

Title says it all. So last year I got myself two stud items, a studded headband and a studded cap ! I bought the headband because of Ren of NU'EST, and I bought the cap because I felt like it. LOL. But after watching Infinite H's Special Girl live performance and taking a closer look at their pictures, I found out I have the same cap as the backup dancers ! Except that it's a different colour :) Theirs is black with gold studs, but mine is WHITE with gold studs. It was on sale and worth buying, the white one. But then again, how can the same hat have two different prices ? Black wasn't on sale but white was on sale. Doesn't make sense to me. Not one bit.

I saw a studded bag a while back too ! I wanted to get it but then again, if I'm not going to school and I'm not going to college that soon, do I really have to buy it and let it collect dust in my room ? haha ! Forget it. I'll find a better bag soon (since my bags somehow always last 6 months or less). I guess I'm no good with bags ? :/ Sigh. Here are pictures for you !!

I've been wanting to blog about this for a really long time ! And I ended up with wayyy too many pictures ! I haven't filtered all of them yet though, so do expect a follow up post !! And it'll have better pictures too. kekeke. Save the best for last, or so they say.

Oh, and I went to Pyramid to see Sam for her birthday ! If you're reading this, Sam, I hope you like your present ! :)

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#485 - So Far Away

outings 9:41 PM

To my dear friend who is now in Johor.. I MISS YOU !! :(
To my dear readers, sorry for not updating since last week ! I'm really sorry :( But please do look forward to much better posts this week ! *wink wink*

This is the 6th year of our friendship ! I'm really sad that you have to move so far away... it'll be hard to see you now. The next time I'll see you is when we collect our SPM results right ? *sobs* That's 2 months from now. Sigh. I still remember my first impression of you. "Why that girl always late to school one?" kekeke. Yeah, that was my first impression.

She gave me presents before leaving ! I feel so bad for not getting her anything :( Please wait darling, I'll get you one or make you one before you come back ! I'll take care of the monkey and watch kekeke.

sometimes I wish I had a cameraman following me everywhere so I could rewind to the times I want to review the most. kekeke. don't you ?

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#484 - Special Girl

Thoughts 2:00 PM

I'm feeling down right now for losing two contests to win tickets to the Golden Disk Awards. Sigh. Lady Luck didn't smile at me this time. Who knows ? She might smile at me for my next contest - which I'm working on right now. I'm going crazy because I have no idea how to edit pictures properly, let alone design one. But 5 lucky people will get a chance to have a webcam chat with NU'EST !! I'm going to try for this anyways :3 I feel good challenging myself. No harm trying anyways *wink*

I'm sure you saw this picture on my facebook page right ? What ? Did you say NO ? If so, please like my facebook page for more updates ! :D Click HERE

Cuddles ! I just realized that it'e been a long time since I last posted a picture of Cuddles on my blog. Her fur is turning brown now, and no matter how many times she takes a bath, her mouth just stays brown. *shurgs* But she's still cute right ? hehe !

I bought my shirt from Seventy-Two. It's one of my favourite shops at Sunway Pyramid. I seem to have alot of clothes from that shop in my wardrobe.

Here's a song for you guys to hear :) I've been replaying it alot ! And I haven't actually sat down to hear the whole album myself.... which I probably should. I'm so glad that INFINITE H finally debuted ! I was happy when Sunggyu made his solo debut... and now Hoya and Dongwoo ! Time will tell us whether the other members will have solo or sub units coming soon :3

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#483 - I Need You

INFINITE 2:57 PM

Words have power, agree ?

Which is stronger ? I NEED you, or I WANT you ? I'm sure you know which one is the answer. Lust and desire can cloud one's mind, and you tend to forget about your needs and chase after that which you see and want in your hands.

*coughs* Did that sound very riddle-like and confusing ? hahah ! I've been reading Eragon, Eldest, and as of right now, I'm reading Brisingr. It's a really nice book to read ! Fantasy novels always have their way with me. They enhance and test the limits of my imaginations. Sometimes I don't even know what the words mean but I'm too lazy to open a dictionary to fully grasp it's meaning !

Enough of that. Here's another vocal cover for you guys :) I did this a few days back, right before I did my piano cover of Sunggyu's Another Me. Hehehe.