the hard times are over , and now to embrace another set of obstacles facing all the 15 year olds this year , the one and only dreaded exam of the year.... PMR. good luck to everyone else ♥
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holidays are already coming to an end , but i bet nearly everyone has gotten abit on their lazy side to study. well , maybe you do study... but just a short moment and then you're off doing something else right ? :D but next week when sch reopens all the way until 5th October , please don't expect me to be online , to blog , to be at facebook , msn or even touch my phone. I've decided that im gonna study as hardcore as i can till PMR starts. so for last few days of holidays , there's only one thing that i really wanna do before school starts.
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did you guess what i wanna do ? :D haha. its to play this song ♥ i already have the sheets and you bet im gonna play it all night long. well , as soon as im done with blogger. xo.
I feel like its already the end of the world. Like there's no meaning to continue living. Yeah , why are we even alive ? Dad told me we were here to send someone a message. But i still don't understand it. And my guess is , I never will understand it. My life is turning haywire now. I wish i could rewind time , that's what everyone wants to do.
He was out of the big picture at one point of my life , and I could still carry on living because of her. Yes , HER. the pillar of strength of my life. It was always her. And today , her words , her harsh words didnt pierce my heart like it always does. Last time , whatever she said , got to my heart. It got to my head. Now , however , i don't feel a thing , and because of that , I'm Afraid.
In my previous post i said i wanted to renovate my blog. Now , how i wish i can renovate my life. Right from the beginning. I don't know how I can share my feelings with now. Blogging is the only way. I've even written it out on paper in my room. Tears fell. Emotions are roaring. Tell me what else I can do. I just cant shake this feeling off. Desperately needs someone right now. Serious scared.
xo.
He was out of the big picture at one point of my life , and I could still carry on living because of her. Yes , HER. the pillar of strength of my life. It was always her. And today , her words , her harsh words didnt pierce my heart like it always does. Last time , whatever she said , got to my heart. It got to my head. Now , however , i don't feel a thing , and because of that , I'm Afraid.
In my previous post i said i wanted to renovate my blog. Now , how i wish i can renovate my life. Right from the beginning. I don't know how I can share my feelings with now. Blogging is the only way. I've even written it out on paper in my room. Tears fell. Emotions are roaring. Tell me what else I can do. I just cant shake this feeling off. Desperately needs someone right now. Serious scared.
xo.
teehee. im gonna renovate my blog :D is there even such a thing as renovating blogs ?
oh well. but yeah , imma gonna do something to my blog sooner or later this week.
so if you happen to come across my blog being privated , please know its temporary :D
xo
this pic was taken back in 2009. my sis and i punye haha x)
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read the title. haha truth is , its a pokemon episode title :D gosh , pokemon fever made me sick.
its just 3 days into the holidays and i'm sick already D: currently waiting for my medicine lol.
i wonder why i get sick once every few montsh :S this has been going on for a few years already.
cant take it anymore . it just seems to get worse every single time. and today i was home alone :D
enough of being sick. i desperately wanna go out already !!! i didnt even go out that much this year..
unless you count staying back at sch , bsb training , sch trip and etc , that's a different thing :D
if anyone is going out call me kay ! hahaha i've been stuck at home too long !!!
although i know im gonna go out like mad after PMR :D since i've got ppl to belanja me :D
hahahahaha. im bored now. and very very sick. did i mention there's a whole plastic bag....
of used tissue ? :D yeah. that's what you'll get from a very sick me. but i can still blog x)
i guess i'll never get my hands of the computer :D old habits die hard. xo.
its just 3 days into the holidays and i'm sick already D: currently waiting for my medicine lol.
i wonder why i get sick once every few montsh :S this has been going on for a few years already.
cant take it anymore . it just seems to get worse every single time. and today i was home alone :D
enough of being sick. i desperately wanna go out already !!! i didnt even go out that much this year..
unless you count staying back at sch , bsb training , sch trip and etc , that's a different thing :D
if anyone is going out call me kay ! hahaha i've been stuck at home too long !!!
although i know im gonna go out like mad after PMR :D since i've got ppl to belanja me :D
hahahahaha. im bored now. and very very sick. did i mention there's a whole plastic bag....
of used tissue ? :D yeah. that's what you'll get from a very sick me. but i can still blog x)
i guess i'll never get my hands of the computer :D old habits die hard. xo.
