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Attended the Leo Club of SMK Seafield's Christmas Charity Concert "A White X'mas". I don't really think it's worth my RM25 , but because of that event I finally wore my dress which I didn't wear for 2 years. You can it's my first time wearing that dress HAHAHAHA cuz it is O_________________O I wished I was a more ......... loud person. The only thing I do is sit and stare and clap and etc.

I forgot what I wanted to say. This is why I always regret blogging so late after an event. Sigh.

Allkpop announced the winners for this -> http://www.allkpop.com/2011/12/giveaway-a-ledapple-a-day-six-signed-cds-polaroids And I didn't see my username :( Sigh. Come to the think of it, I don't recall winning anything before. Except for the qm lucky draw. That was like.......... half the people got it ? Where's all my luck TWT Now crossing fingers to win the other giveaway. Their two signed albums and an autographed towel :D But I still want YoungJun's polaroid :(



To think I went through the trouble of making a me2day account and an allkpop account. gahhh. I still want that polaroid picture :( And it makes me feel like getting a polaroid camera !!! Seems that Koreans use it alot O.O I'm catching on to the infection D:

KPOP is going global allright 8D hehehehhe.

I bought some maraconi the other day. Wanted to make cheese macaroni !!! But after reading the instructions, I realized I didn't have milk and butter -__________-

Bought it last nght though, shall make it by this week ! :D HEHEHEHEHEHHE. I love cheese macaroni <3 Especially the one at Kenny Rogers. I always have it <3

I love cheese <3
I love macaroni <3
I love cheese macaroni <3<3<3









Just look at all the cheesyness ! <3

Having alot of thoughts in my head now. This picture doesn't even relate to this post anymore. It was supposed to be a happy post with me spamming JPOP and KPOP and ANIME and CF. But now....... All I'm thinking is how to change my style next year.

I'm tired of being lonely.
I'm tired of being an outcast.
I'm tired of being ignored.
I'm tired of not being noticed.
I'm tired of being left out.
I'm tired of being the last to know.
I'm tired of you people shunning me.
I'm tired of all your pathetic lies.
I'm tired of your backstabbing.
I'm tired of you "forgetting" me.
I'm tired of someone else taking my place.
I'm tired of being treated as a spare tire.
I'm tired of taking all this pain.
I'm tired of listing down whatever I feel now.

I just want to be ME. But I can't seem to do that. Everytime I become "ME" , you people just keep quiet and ignore me. As if I said something that shouldn't be said. That's not my fault isn't it ? It's my way of speech. I probably insult people with every sentence. You don't like it ? Put up with it ! Isn't that why we're friends ? I'm tolerating your language as well ! You think the way you speak is cool ? My foot ! Am I your best friend ? Am I even a FRIEND ? Do you treat me well and talk to me for that certain period of time just because you want something from me ?

I don't need friends like that. I've had enough of that this year. But then again, I don't have someone special to me that I can actually call "my one and only best friend". I have a few super close friends, but I don't think anyone can really understand me. I'm a quiet person, so I really like those people who talk alot. But the ones I really like are the ones who can actually talk to me. I respond to people you know ! I love those who can carry a conversation. Even if it's meaningless. I talk alot if I like the topic. But have you ever given me a chance ?

I shall stop here for now before I go super emo.

 Hi guys ! :) I'd like to thank you for frequently visiting my blog nowadays :) It's been awhile since I had over 70 views in a day (cr:Nuffnang). Let's keep this up! 8D And oh, ignore my leg in the picture above. The YouCam caught it :O Using the laptop while lying down on the bed........... my lazy holiday life. Sad :(

 Today, I found back an old book. As shown in the picture. It was a gift from my dad =) Reading through it now. Lots of quotes you know ! And advice. I'll share some later. And some on twitter. Follow me ! @nuttyvivi

#1 : LOVE IS...... Accepting yourself for who you are and who you are not :)

Accept your strengths and weaknesses.
Accept your good and bad habits.
Accept yourself, warts and all.
Acknowledgement and acceptance is the first step towards changing negative behaviours.
In this whole entire universe,
we can find only one unique YOU.

Being happy doesn't mean that everything is perfect. It means that you've decided to look beyond imperfections.

:))