Hey all :)

Kindly excuse this post. I just needed to get it out of me before I get overwhelmed by all this negativity within me. At least with these words I'll hopefully get some sun back to outshine my rainy days. 

Bear with this one post please heheh.

The people who look up to me

The people who look down on me

What if those two were just parts of myself ?

Being harsh on myself

Flattering my fat ego

Then popping it like a balloon in mid air

Sinking me deep beneath the ground

Shattered, battered and crushed

What light do I see now ?

When darkness engulfs me

Which way do I go now ?

When I can't even trust my instincts

But even when I'm down here

While the rest of you make your way to the top

I'll come back even harder

And join the race once more

So don't take pity on me

Don't act sorry don't sympatize with me

Instead walk in front of me and allow me to see

The big picture that I've forgotten in me

Once the puzzle pieces are connected

And everything comes together

I'll regain composure and confidence

And look you in the eyes once more

xx.