I feel like I've been drifting through life without an aim. All I do is wait for someone to lead me in the direction, which I hope is right. Probably one of the reasons why I'm so indecisive. I can't even make up my mind! Even if I do, I'm so easily swayed by the opinions of others. But even if I try to get up and stand on my own two feet, there's no one to back me up, so I fall. And I end up going through this ridiculous cycle again. I've lost count of the number of times I said I'll change. I give up too fast.