Everyone seems to be saying goodbye to the holidays , but i'm gonna say goodbye to my computer. wtheck. solitary life after today hahaha. i just realized my homework isn't done , yet i'm still playing my pokemon game :D teehee. watched the 8th movie last night , so touching i nearly cried lots of times. but with natalie next to me , IMPOSSBILE :DD hahaha. so much for ego. oh well , goodbye blog , goodbye facebook , and goodbye pokemon :( this is the first time im so serious about an exam. seriously , i didnt bother studying like mad for upsr . haha , upsr was a last minute study and tons of trial papers haunting my memory. pmr , on the other hand , isnt convincing :S one trial exam then holidays and BOOM its exam again. wth ? i'll just be a bookworm again for now. ttfn (: and best of luck to everyone taking pmr this year ♥ adios , xo.
yvonne ng seow shen ♥ , happy birthday babe !
there's alot of things i wanna say to you , lots of apologies and thanks too. but we've been friends since 2008 until now , and i really appreciated everything we've been through , everything you've done for me , the shoulder to cry on , a friend who lends a helping hand , the one i can always count on ,.. even when i'm such an asshole at times thanks for still being an awesome friend. i know i'm not always there for you but hey ! if you need me i'll try to be there for you :D you know something ? when i was combining the above pictures i just realize that i havent been such a good friend lately...i've been spacing off , always day dreaming and almost becoming a person who cant talk properly to a friend..... although i know its my mistake too :D but all the best in PMR ! i know you'll do great x) god bless you , and may you stay happy for the rest of the year.
ammelia lim ♥ :D teehee.
there's alot of things i wanna say to you , lots of apologies and thanks too. but we've been friends since 2008 until now , and i really appreciated everything we've been through , everything you've done for me , the shoulder to cry on , a friend who lends a helping hand , the one i can always count on ,.. even when i'm such an asshole at times thanks for still being an awesome friend. i know i'm not always there for you but hey ! if you need me i'll try to be there for you :D you know something ? when i was combining the above pictures i just realize that i havent been such a good friend lately...i've been spacing off , always day dreaming and almost becoming a person who cant talk properly to a friend..... although i know its my mistake too :D but all the best in PMR ! i know you'll do great x) god bless you , and may you stay happy for the rest of the year.
ammelia lim ♥ :D teehee.
hahaha , i combined the picture like that on purpose :D happy 15th birthday ! its been a very very long time since i last talked to you , and seeing you today was a little bit weird for me. and i just realized that our friendship has gone downhill alot (: but we're still friends aite ? hahaha. all the best in pmr , i'm sure you can do it well , after all , that's one blardy reason why we studied since form 1 right ? :D god bless you , and stay the happy hyper person that you always are :D happy birthday again , (: i bet you're still full from lunch ? hahaha !
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few months back. lol. just had the urge to update my blog =D
xo.
the hard times are over , and now to embrace another set of obstacles facing all the 15 year olds this year , the one and only dreaded exam of the year.... PMR. good luck to everyone else ♥
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holidays are already coming to an end , but i bet nearly everyone has gotten abit on their lazy side to study. well , maybe you do study... but just a short moment and then you're off doing something else right ? :D but next week when sch reopens all the way until 5th October , please don't expect me to be online , to blog , to be at facebook , msn or even touch my phone. I've decided that im gonna study as hardcore as i can till PMR starts. so for last few days of holidays , there's only one thing that i really wanna do before school starts.
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did you guess what i wanna do ? :D haha. its to play this song ♥ i already have the sheets and you bet im gonna play it all night long. well , as soon as im done with blogger. xo.
I feel like its already the end of the world. Like there's no meaning to continue living. Yeah , why are we even alive ? Dad told me we were here to send someone a message. But i still don't understand it. And my guess is , I never will understand it. My life is turning haywire now. I wish i could rewind time , that's what everyone wants to do.
He was out of the big picture at one point of my life , and I could still carry on living because of her. Yes , HER. the pillar of strength of my life. It was always her. And today , her words , her harsh words didnt pierce my heart like it always does. Last time , whatever she said , got to my heart. It got to my head. Now , however , i don't feel a thing , and because of that , I'm Afraid.
In my previous post i said i wanted to renovate my blog. Now , how i wish i can renovate my life. Right from the beginning. I don't know how I can share my feelings with now. Blogging is the only way. I've even written it out on paper in my room. Tears fell. Emotions are roaring. Tell me what else I can do. I just cant shake this feeling off. Desperately needs someone right now. Serious scared.
xo.
He was out of the big picture at one point of my life , and I could still carry on living because of her. Yes , HER. the pillar of strength of my life. It was always her. And today , her words , her harsh words didnt pierce my heart like it always does. Last time , whatever she said , got to my heart. It got to my head. Now , however , i don't feel a thing , and because of that , I'm Afraid.
In my previous post i said i wanted to renovate my blog. Now , how i wish i can renovate my life. Right from the beginning. I don't know how I can share my feelings with now. Blogging is the only way. I've even written it out on paper in my room. Tears fell. Emotions are roaring. Tell me what else I can do. I just cant shake this feeling off. Desperately needs someone right now. Serious scared.
xo.
